Aug 22
I go to the doctor’s for a physical. Dr. Carr has been my physician for a while, but he doesn’t really know me, because, like most guys I know, I avoid the doctor unless I am practically dying. So at first, he looks at my chart with a mixture of mild disapproval and curiosity. Continue reading
July 24
Been going to NA meetings a couple of times a week. After last month. I woke up in my apartment after the blackout, which wasn’t that unusual. But the mud that was dried all over my feet and halfway up my calves was something new. Continue reading
May 20
I don’t consider myself introspective by nature. I have never kept a journal. You can see how good I am about writing regularly. But I don’t know how much longer I’ll be around. I feel great. That’s not the problem…but at the same time that is the problem. Continue reading
March 24
Where were you last night? It’s a question I am having to ask myself more and more frequently. The first time I blacked out was last December. Continue reading
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